After they called off the search for the night: April 3

I’m not here to cover God’s ass.

I won’t claim to speak for Him, or her, or it,

or whatever-the-hell is asleep at the switch of the Universe.

I don’t have the answers you’re looking for.

She didn’t not die when I prayed, begged and screamed.

And if those prayers didn’t work, I don’t know any others

(even though in my dreams I keep trying).

I’m not here to apol…